och, i wish, i cant do much exercises, i try to walk, but in this weather (the netherlands, wet, wet, wet and cold...) is not exactly the best weather to walk. (i walk with rolator, dont know how you call it in english, that is for elderly people most of the time...that have difficulties walking).
well, i saw on the bbc a program that if you eat 600 cal a day for 2 days a week you will lose weight even if you dont exercise, but at home it is difficult to do it. may be i will go to the hospital to sit there in the lobby, it will be easy peazy not to eat at all...
thanks for the advice any way. i wish i knew how to solve it.