Oh, Ritzy, tears for Beccah and you, too. I know CS Lewis wrote that God shouts in our sufferings, but it can be humanly impossible to hear through the pain. I used to think that story that was so common in the 80s'90s, Footsteps, was so trite--until I lived it. I am praying Beccah will sense somehow that Jesus is holding her in His arms and will carry her through her grief and out the other side.