Well I stopped at my neices today and just walked in the door. I asked where the baby was she said sleeping. All I had to do was say her name and that started it. First she didn't want to hear it she knew why I was there, then she was crying. Inever said anything other then her name. It was heart wrenching yet after it was over there was a calmness about her. Again I was yelled at and cursed but that is to be expected. Anger is theraputic. I agreed to not mention it to her mother. I told her that when the time comes it was for her to share with her mom not me. I am just relieved to see that some of the grief has come out. Thank you everyone for keeping me in your thoughts and prayers.
Also on another note we just found out that my other neice is expecting another baby. This makes 3 in just over 3 years. :shock: YEP you read that right We are not over joyed we would prefer a few more months in between babies. . But what is done is done so YIPPEE!!!
To all of those out there looking for jobs and all of those who are serving our country I wish you success.
Rachel

Joan - I totally believe that was Divine intervention! How great! Thanks for sharing! MK

I'm wondering if you all will like to hear this. I hope you do! Sunday I was alone for awhile, didn't feel well so my husband did the shopping. And I was feeling down, and thinking of dad started me crying. and I couldn't stop. and I thought if someone would just call me maybe I'd feel better, and awhile later the phone rang. It was Christopher my oldest, who had called me on Friday for his weekly call, and I thought something was wrong (am I the only mom who jumps to that??) and he could tell I was crying and asked what was up, and I told him, but then asked him why he was calling, was he ok, as he had just called on Friday, and he said "no, I'm fine, I was just sitting here and you popped into my head so I thought I'd call!" I told him that was the Holy Spirit calling to him to call and cheer me up! I thought that was pretty wonderful how God works in our lives. He is my kid who has stopped going to church, and so when things like that happen, I know God is working with him!
Well, just thought I'd share. Take care and you are in my prayers!
Joan

Thanks for keeping us on your prayer list. I know that everything will work out (regardless of what happens with my job). God just keeps walking us down the path He wants us on. I just have to keep walking down His path with faith!

My heart goes out to all of you that are dealing with family health issues - I can only imagine how difficult it is.

My heart sends a hug and the prayers will keep coming your way!

Mary Kay

Dear friends I am keeping you all in my prayers, especially those losing jobs. This week, we had to let 19 employees go--the first time in 123 years was in September-- and it's pretty rough on this end too. Please know that these decisions aren't made lightly. We met with all the remaining staff all day Wednesday to reassure them that we're doing all we can to avoid any more cuts and we all need to hang tight together. Really painful.

Of course, it wasn't made any easier dealing with my mom's declining health. Things aren't looking good, and we called in Hospice support last Thursday. It may be a while before we need them 24-7 or anything, but we felt it was best to develop relationships before we're in a worse way. They were very comforting and we all feel good about the decision. Mama is set for another scan next week, and there's one more possible treatment, but she's tired, and tired of treatments that make her feel even worse, so she may decline that option. My sister and I are splitting lots of visiting, cooking, helping, and my brother is here this week to pitch in too, and of course my Dad is there and doing well--physically-- but this is taking a huge emotional toll on him. He's 8 years older so I don't think he ever envisioned this possibility.

And then there's DH, who a week+ ago passed a kidney stone & hasn't felt right since. Lots of tests, looking at gall bladder, spleen, pancreas. Part of me hopes there's nothing wrong there, but another part thinks if they find something at least they can DO something. Right now he feels pretty crappy, thus is not a lot of help around the house. I'm thinking of converting my Xmas tree to a Valentine's tree!!

So, know that even if I'm not on here as frequently as I'd like, you all are very special to me and I pray for your situations both known and unknown. It's comforting knowing you all are out there.
Hugs, Florence

I want to thank everyone for the prayers for my Mom. She is doing well, no residual, except very tired, so she is forced to rest! They are going to do an ultrasound to check her carotids today. I am praying that they are clean. Just found out my youngest brother's job has been cut to part time , but at least he still has one. He has 3 children and wife, so hopefully this won't last too long. I continue to pray for all those on this list, your family and friends. Have a blessed day. Sandi in FL

MK, I'm praying that your friend will be able to find her way during this time. As well as your job being kept of chopping block.

Patti, I'll pray that your sister will learn from this experience.

Joan, I hope your friends uncle will be strong during the treatment phase.

Rachel, your niece is lucky to have you. Please remember be firm and give her time to speak her piece, too. My dad passed away a year ago next tuesday and my niece, V, still isn't right. He was her "father" too. Her dad was taken from her as a toddler, she's 16 now. She took his passing really hard.

Friends, please take a moment and pray for all those in the Armed Forces. That they may all come home safe and unharmed. My niece, J, just shipped out and her troop's expected to be in the SAND for at least 18 months. I never thought that I'd have to say good-bye to a 19 yo. for this reason. She's so sweet, she told us "just think of it as I'm away at school." Remember to thank your soldier everyday, ladies. ( Sorry about the tangent)

Safe New Year, Lissette

My heartaches for all of those out there with ailments. especially those with cancer. Please know that I am praying and thinking of you and your loved one frequently. I am also thinking of those who are unemployed. I think of my husband and how crappy his job is but then I think at least he has a job and I give thanks. And yet I still have the nerve to pray that a better one comes along.

Ann, ask your Dr. if you can have jello powder. (follow me for a sec ok) There are a couple of recipes that I have that are made with yogurt and sour cream or yogurt and cream cheese with Jello used for flavoring. This could save you from eating a great deal of bland old yorgurt. In fact it is almost like cheating on a diet.
Patti, I like you have a sibling who doesn't always think when they drink. This has cause a great deal of issues in our family as you can imagine. I will pray for your whole family to have peace. Speaking from someone who has been in your situation.

Also I would like to please ask that you keep my sister and her children in your prayers. She is haveing a really hard time emotionally and financially right now. Plus her oldest daughter Amanda, has been having anxiety attacks and will not allow anyone to mention her father around her. Monday when Amanda's oldest daughter is in school I will be dealing with her. It is time that she faces her grief and I have always been a second mother to her. My sister can not do it right now so I guess I have to. She can not continue to go the way she is. Her blood pressure is too high and she is mad at everyone. Amanda is usually very loving and lovable and no one knows what they can do for her right now. So I am going to do the only thing that can be done make her face her greif. Wish me luck.

MaryKay, I'm praying for you and your job and your coworker. I know how hard it is to keep your peace with the worries of a possible job loss. I am praying that your heart will hear your head when you reassure it that God will provide and we know He will.

Thank you Sandy. My sister's choices are on the top of my prayer list. I just want her to see how loved and cared about she is and have confidence that she is strong with God's guidance.

Mary Kay,
You and your friend will be in my prayers. Yes cancer is the big one, and I heard from a friend last night in San Diego who's uncle is going down hill fast. He is in a retirement home and now they think he has cancer. Please pray for them both.
Thanks
Joan

Mary Kay, praying for you with the whole job situation. I know this anxiety.

I'll pray for your friend and her daughter. She's right cancer sucks on so many levels. My sisters sister-in-law had brain cancer and is back to a full life, oh there are some challenges including speech therapy but she's back to living a normal life.

Teri

Mary Kay, the Lord is our certainty in these uncertain times--I'll keep you in my prayers. Judy

Hi, All! I keep all of your spoken and unspoken needs in my prayers!

I ask for your prayers for me and my family - lots going on regarding my job.... my boss was laid off yesterday, and the information I was given today is essentially that my job may be eliminated. I should know something one way or the other on Monday, Jan 19.....

There is also a lady at work that I ask your prayers for..... this afternoon I oversaw that her computer screen saver said "Cancer Sucks". When I asked her if she is doing ok, she shared with me that her 39 year old daughter is battling brain cancer. What a huge burden for she and her daughter to carry! My heart went out to her and I told her that I was adding she and her family to my prayer list.

Peace to all of you!
Mary Kay

Patti - I know that is a load off your mind. I pray she recognizes she got a break and is able to improve her life. It sounds like she wants to but it is hard to do.