If you mean you planned to get the pattern from The Quilt Show in 2009 as the Block of the Month, there was no charge for it, it was free to Star members just like today.
The good news is the pattern is available for purchase from Sue's website:
Hi,
I purchased Sue Garman’s BOM 2009 ‘stars for a new day’. Due to ill health I was unable to download the pattern. I now find it is not available on the Quilt Show site.
Please can anyone help with the pattern. Thanks