Jennie, no one can share it with you, that is illegal. You did not buy it in 2014, you received it free as a benefit of Star Membership. After 2014 Janet Stone owns the pattern so you now need to buy it from her or shops selling it on her behalf.
I am sorry, but that is the way we have to handle this. Janet had a contract with TQS that only granted our members access through 2014.