Anne, you and your husband are still in my prayers! Having experienced panic attacks, I know how scary they can be! I agree with everyone that you need an occasional diversion. Worry and stress can make a person sick! So, keep yourself well by doing good things for you. It is not selfish, but healthful! We need stress free time to ourselves. And, of course, as a quilter, getting on that machine of yours will probably do the trick!
I'm glad your husband has show some small improvement. Do they serve those small bottles of Boost in the hospital? That's what they gave me when I wouldn't eat. There's a lot of nutrition in a small package. Could help!
Hugs!
Dawn