I have to share that I am visiting my DD and her 2 kiddos after having traveled across country with my sister and her 2 grandchildren (ages 5 and
for 2 days from Texas to NC. These 2 kids are from a pretty unstable home with alot of custody battles, lack of discipline, lack of boundaries, and marginal parenting. Their behavior is pretty much like that of little wild animals at times.
For me, a real Type A and person who is not used to being around little kids very often, this has been a real trial and work of temperance! Sometimes I've been pretty successful and sometimes I've been at my wits end. I got so frustrated on the trip out here, I actually journaled on my cell phone in the 'memo' category until I had it out of my system! I hate to admit it, but I'm not really pleased to see my own short-comings, but these are pretty glaring!
Part of MY goal for this cross-country trip has been to give these kids a chance to see a really committed family working together and to give them an opportunity to be away from all the unstableness of their own lives. I have to keep reminding myself that THIS trip it's not about me!!!! They really need a little normalcy and a LOT OF LOVE!
So I guess all of this to say, I have begun my journaling and when you consider part of it's purpose is to empty the mind for creativity, I've done that! And it really did help!
Lynn
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